Relink me at here.

I'm doing translation now and I have this dilemma.

How to define an alert mind? Anyone?

I have a bruise behind my ear. What the heck is that?

My Christmas wishlist:
New bicycle
CSI season 3, 5, 6
CSI Hard Evidence
Tortoise
Hamster
Hermit crab!
Rubik cube
Dark chocolate
You (I know I'm nothing to ask for it. hahaha lol)

Oh, so materialistic. And I'm nothing to ask for all these, hmmm..

Oh gosh, something is really wrong with my laptop. The explorer just kept popping up without clicking any button, how? I don't wish to see my laptop dying so soon. I'm now using custom scan, no more auto-protect. Why?!


GASP.

Something wrong with my laptop, I'm not sure what happened. My laptop can't start the window properly just now, think partly because I accidentally unplug the whole battery without open on the switch for quite few times in a day. And I on and off the laptop several times in few hours.

The anti-virus cannot enable auto-protect for the time being, I tried to enable it for quite a few times but it will automatically disable after that. I think it's time to ask some pros see what's wrong with that, I think I'm just so careless in doing whatever thing. This is my weakest point, hahahah.

I think someone status on facebook delighted me, I'm so so so happy this time (: and I make the right guesses, it means I'm not stupid all the time. Was talking to Esther today, hahah we have the same frequency although we were so far apart. But now she is back to JB! =) Welcome back, and I love your hermit crab. I want to get a tortoise, hermit crab and hamster for myself next time. And I want left-handed one. HA..

That's why I'm here now. Happy but tired. I work at night, someone please save me from loneliness. Talk to me, because I think my brain is rusting. hmmm..

Feeling hungry now, but not looking for anything to eat. Saw this pic on msn advertisement just now, 我只好望梅止渴. SIGH.



Gotta back to work, deadline is later.

Finally, I've completed the CBC duty roaster for next year. It was just not that easy as you think, especially you have to stare at the laptop and typing the different names in every boxes. Because someof you might know the work in CBC is unending one. hahaha. Well, it is not totally completed. Still have to continue, double check and correct it tomorrow.

What else I'm doing in this week? Had a session drawing with elaborated my craps on the bottles yesterday, I could say it was fun and was just okay. Partly I'm not that kind of artistic person. Whatever, as long as I destress by doing this. Think the most funny part was Dot elaborated her idea and made my 'Zac Efron' became a piece of 'seaweed'!! Think you don't understand what I'm talking about, but you might know what I'm saying if there was the pic.

All I could say is.. Her artistic level is that high. HAHAHA

I did not sleep well these few days. Was slept with Emily since Monday, on the first morning. I fell from the bed because she kicked me, I told her this and she laughing her ass off. lol. How fun. Emily and Joshua told me a lot what they usually don't tell, haha! How funny was that, but I enjoy playing with them. wahahaha.

Not really happy just now, hmmm at least I'm feeling better after watching the CSI.

Very tired, gotta wake up early tomorrow to do the translation. Deadline is on this Friday, and I haven't touch anything. Oh no. Uncle Sonny is gonna kill me. =/

I'm gonna post my Christmas wishlist and the top 10 stuff which mean a lot to me. lol

I had a very bad dream last night, I'm wondering how come I dreamt of this person. I saw myself was fainted in the dream and this person was holding me. What the heck is the dream, I don't wish it to happen to me.

I'm staying in Ros Merah now, I wish someone would ask me out for fellowship. Well, I'm helping out in prepareration of the Penang trip as I'm going up there to give ballooning training. I can't wait for this day to come, food food food and still food in Penang. Some more people told me Penang has the best scenery in Semenanjung Malaysia, I think its time to find my camera and bring it up there. (:

If nothing happen in these few days in Ros Merah and someone sort of 'adopted' me, I'm shifting back on next Monday. Pray for me please. I just don't wish to see myself stand at the same place for 4 months and no movement at all.. I lost my faith this time, really.

It is so scary to be happened to a Christian.

To me, I don't know what to do also. I just feel like crying, it's none of my business too.

I pray that it will not affect me, don't give me any more stress after my exam.

Tahniah!
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It means.. I'm not leaving on Dec! (: And, I can join Joshua 14, I can celebrate Christmas (Happy Birthday to Jesus), hahaha lol. I can count down on the last day of year 2008, get lost 2008.

But.. =((( kindly unspoken sadness

The first batch of national service namelist will come out on 27th, which is the day I finish my last two papers. Can't wait for this day, basically not because of the exam is over. It is because whether my name will appear on the newspaper or not, it depends which batch they send me to.

I don't think I did well in my every papers, my science papers and calculation papers were totally big disasters. I will just hand it to God and pray hard for the next few months, I don't greedy to get As but I wish to get Bs and Cs.

After 27th, my life is a question mark. How will I feel and how I'm gonna face the same and old problems again. Just can't believe I'm living in deep shit this year, and it's rediculous I'm fear to face anybody and call on anybody. I need wisdom, I need grace. Year 2008 is a helpless year, no faith and no hope.

It sounds so sad.

But I remind myself with this 'quote', not to live like this helpless status in next year.

And of course, I can't let go with what I lost in this year. But I'm trying best to give thanks and continue to say grace.